on the mend

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) hey slothfaces…. neil and i just left maine and now i’m back in boston, he’s in upstate new york catching up on a weeks worth...
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i am sick, i have to cancel morrissey, and i am sad.

(cross-posted to patreon, i’ll read comments on both sites as usual: https://www.patreon.com/posts/2991172) hola comrades…. well, i wish i was writing on a cheerier topic, given that the past month has already been a barrage of posts about death, grief and mortality,...
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nick cave, U2, hawks, life, death and life.

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) first, press play. second, i posted this to facebook yesterday: “life and death, it never stops. my sorrow and love and grief go out to...
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driving home the ashes.

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) hola comrades…. i’m finally home at the cloud club after a whole week of death and afterdeath. i drove anthony’s ashes in a car through...
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a beautiful tribute to anthony, from jamy.

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post)   this is a beautiful tribute to anthony, written by my friend and book-doula jamy ian swiss. he only got to meet anthony briefly, but...
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the day after the longest day of the year.

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) anthony left us last night, at around 11 minutes after 11:11. he never took his watch off. yesterday was hard. we took him home from...
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a pause, a deathbed, a tree, a golden song

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) hola comrades first of all, i feel the need to say this, if you’ve just joined this patreon, and i know there are a few...
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time to go home…

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) i’m checking the comments in the cracks. thank you so much for all the continued love. i see it all and love you all so...
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from the hospital in boston

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post) we made it. he’s…hanging in there. it isn’t pretty. it’s really ugly actually. but i am so glad we made it.   he put his...
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racing back to boston.

this blog was originally posted to patreon. sign up here to read blogs first!   (public post)     I just got the phone call, from Nicolas, who’s next to anthony. he was crying. “it’s time to come home amanda”. an ambulance...
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